Thanks to emailer Colin Millar of Belfast, Northern Ireland, you have three new talks by Timothy Keller. Keller spoke at a church planting conference called Urban Plant Life in late November.
By the way, the beginning of the first talk Keller talks about what "missional" is, what a "missional church" looks like. The whole talk is in that direction, but the start was particularly interesting.
Brief Molly Update: We are going to Molly's neurologist today. He will hear that the medications are not working so far. Then we will hear whether Molly's EEG shows us anything worth knowing. And all of this is contingent upon the weather not being so bad that we can't go since it's in Crystal Lake and a snow storm is coming.
My list of Best Albums of 2008 is planned for next Monday. I've been working my list for about 3 weeks now, re-listening to some things I've neglected for a while, listing my favorite songs of the year, etc. I'm no music critic, but I'm hopeful that my list will be a helpful resource for you as you look for music worthy of your time and money.
There's some new music on my radar...
First, Bifrost Arts (HT: Kevin Cawley's del.icio.us and Brent Thomas' tweet). This is a collective of sorts including Dave Bazan, Damien Jurado, Leigh Nash, Rosie Thomas, Denison Witmer and many others to produce an "Anthology of Hymns and Spiritual Songs, entitled "Come O Spirit!" (with songbook)." It sounds like a great idea, and it's confirmed by listening to the three tracks offered at Bifrost Arts' MySpace. Here's some helpful stuff from Isaac Wardell on the project. Brilliant.
Second, Laura Gibson. I watched Laura Gibson's Tiny Desk Concert this week and just loved it. Beautiful music. By the way, go see other Tiny Desk Concerts when you have time. All are great, including Shearwater, Dr. Dog, and others. So I looked for more Laura Gibson stuff online and found her free Daytrotter Session downloads from last year. Here more at her MySpace. Here's a video with some lyrics. Stunned and haunted by "The Longest Day" (also on the Daytrotter Session)...
Look, I don't know how long YouTube will keep this up, so watch it NOW. It's the great Bon Iver with "Skinny Love" on Letterman. If you haven't joined the Bon Iver bandwagon yet, it's time. Watch this to understand why...
Joe Thorn is in love with Casting Crowns, and pretty much anything in Contemporary Christian Music (JT hearts CCM). Here's a Casting Crowns Christmas song that is speaking to his heart lately. Merry Christmas Joe.
This middle school basketball referee is too busy to ref. Sarah was the lead flute at her concert. I'm so proud of her. She worked very hard. My three sons listened quietly and almost patiently through the whole concert. See all my photography.
Brief Molly Update: Molly is spending the night awake tonight so she can have an EEG test in the morning. If you think of it, pray for her. She is already exhausted and struggling the last few days with sleep. She is sleeping longer but not better. So tonight is going to be rough for her.
Joe Thorn tagged me in Facebook and said I'm this, uh, person. If everyone on Facebook who even remotely likes me and who is Joe Thorn's Facebook friend would tag Joe Thorn in one random, funny, or odd place, I would be eternally grateful.
If you haven't listened to my advice yet on Alaska in Winter, here's a good chance to open your ears to something new. Their new album, Holiday, is out. Pitchfork likes it. Check it out on MySpace.
Speaking of Pitchfork, they have listed their top 40 music videos for 2008. Hard to beat the funny Weezer vid...
If you like LCD Soundsystem, this isn't quite what you expect. But I have enjoyed the song since Sound of Silver came out. And it's an interesting video. Don't miss the lyrics. "New York...you're still the one pool where I'll happily drown."
I know, you need some Christmas. Here's Nsync with "O Holy Night." Say what you want about the band...it's well done.
And here's a classic you still see around. Bing and Bowie duet...
Just got home from Molly's appointment with her neurologist. She hasn't seen him since June of '07, which was soon after her symptoms from Chiari I Malformation first showed up. So since then Molly has had one surgery with the elimination of all symptoms and another surgery which at this point hasn't helped. The doctor has thrown 4 things at us...
1. To help with her "jolting" issue, which he thinks may be like mini-seizures, she is getting medication. We'll see if it helps.
2. Molly is now taking a vitamin to help with thinking/memory issues byexpanding blood vessels in her brain. I may swipe some of that for
myself. :) I can't remember the name at the moment.
3. To help with sleep Molly got a sample pack of Ambien CR. We'll see how much that helps.
4. The doctor recommended a 15-20% wedge to elevate her head and upper body at night, since lying flat seems to create some of the sleep issues.
It's apparent that we are dealing with symptom alleviation rather than fixes. We are guessing this is what life will be like for Molly now. We are still looking into second opinions and possible re-exploratory surgery, but nothing major will be happening until at least after the holidays.
Quick Molly Update: Molly has been doing a little better lately. She is even starting to sleep on her own (without meds). It's not every night, but it's getting better. When she sleeps well her Chiari symptoms seem to be significantly better the next day. When she sleeps poorly, her Chiari symtoms get all jacked up. She still isn't sleeping deeply and consistently, but things are headed in a better direction. We are going to her neurologist (not neurosurgeon) today to ask about the sleep issue. Hopefully he will have some insights. Thanks for your continued prayers for my wife and family.
I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness is one of those bands I return to from time to time. I found this compelling video for "The Owl" just this week. Really simple, yet stunning...
It's Christmastime, so we need some Christmas songs. As best I know I've never heard Stevie Wonder's "Someday at Christmas" before. Caught it on the radio last week and really loved it. It's an oldie, but worth following the lyrics. Here's the song at YouTube (video is worthless)...
Here's Low with "Santa's Coming Over." This is anything but cheery. A must listen just because it's a bit creepy and about Santa...
Crossway has put out a wonderful, small book for Advent called Come, Thou Long-Expected Jesus: Experiencing the Peace and Promise of Christmas
. It contains 22 4-8 page readings from sermons and works of dead folks (like Martin Luther, J.C. Ryle, George Whitefield, Jonathan Edwards, Charles Spurgeon, and more) and living folks (like Tim Keller, J.I. Packer, R.C. Sproul, Joni Eareckson Tada, John Piper, and others). Pick it up.
Here's an excerpt from Tim Keller's chapter, "The Gift of Christmas"...
When September 11th happened and New Yorkers started to suffer, you heard two voices. You heard the conventional moralistic voices saying, "When I see you suffer, it tells me about a judging God. You must not be living right, and so God is judging you." When they see suffering they see a judgmental God.
The secular voice said, "When I see people suffering, I see God is missing." When they see suffering they see an absent, indifferent God.
But when we see Jesus Christ dying on the cross through an act of violence and injustice, what kind of God do we see then? A condemning God? No, we see a God of love paying for sin. Do we see a missing God? Absolutely not! We see a God who is not remote but involved.
We sometimes wonder why God doesn't just end suffering. But we know that whatever the reason, it isn't one of indifference or remoteness. God so hates suffering and evil that he was willing to come into it and become enmeshed in it.
Thanks to an email from Wodu Majin (obviously a made up name or a Witch Doctor) you now have new Tim Keller audio, namely two lectures at Oak Hill College called "Preaching to the Heart"...
Some best of the year lists are starting to come out, like Blender's top 33 (meh) and Paste (Paste website appears to be down, but the link should work again at some point).
I can't listen to Christmas music until I've eaten Thanksgiving dinner, but the minute I belch I'm playing Dunham Van Durham's Christmas from the Heartland. I'm a bit biased since this album's artwork is one of my photos, but it's a really enjoyable and unique Christmas album. It may be the perfect Christmas album for use during work because there's no singing. It has a folksy, Americana flair. I'm telling you, I think you'll like it.
I'm checking out a bunch of new music lately, mostly due to a friend passing me some Paste magazines from a couple of months ago. One band that has me very pumped is Right Away, Great Captain! Check them out on MySpace. Check out their new album, The Eventually Home at Amazon.
My computer speakers have been an embarrasing part of my music enjoyment. The built in speakers in my Gateway Notebook are terrible so I always use external speakers, which are probably 6 years old. For a year they have been continually cutting out because of multiple frayed wire issues. So I went to pick up another cheapo pair of externals and discovered a whole new world of computer sound systems that I didn't know existed. Shame on me. Thanks to some birthday money (given by people who love me!) I purchased the Logitech Z-2300 THX-Certified 200-Watt 2.1 Speaker System (click for proper response). I didn't go surround 5.1 or anything, but I can now rattle the windows upstairs with an 8-inch long-throw subwoofer (click). One of the best purchases I've made to increase my enjoyment of great music.
Here are two of the first songs I played to see how great this system sounds. First, Elbow: "Grounds for Divorce" (warning: come chick is dancing around in a bar)...
God loves reluctant leaders and, even better, he loves reluctant leaders who know they are frightened, confused, and broken. In fact, he seems to have a special fondness for rebels and fools. Does God choose troubled leaders because few other people are foolish enough to say yes, or does he choose weak, troubled people because they serve a unique purpose in their broken state? The answer is yes.
Paul calls leaders not merely to be humble and self-effacing but to be desperate and honest. It is not enough to be self-revealing, authentic, and transparent. Our calling goes far beyond that. We are called to be reluctant, limping, chief-sinner leaders, and even more, to be stories. The word that Paul uses is that a leader is to be an 'example,' but what that implies is more than a figure on a flannel board. He calls us to be a living portrayal of the very gospel we beseech others to believe. And that requires a leader to see himself as being equally prone to deceive as he is to tell the truth, to manipulate as he is to bless, to cower as he is to be bold. A leader is both a hero and a fool, a saint and a felon.
We are both and to pretend otherwise is to be disingenuous. The leader who fails to face [his] darkness must live with fear and hypocrisy. The result will be a defensiveness that places saving face and controlling others as higher goods than blessing others and doing good work. Clearly, the biblical model of leadership is odd, inverted, and deeply troubling. It is so troubling that most churches, seminaries, and other religious organizations would never hire a 'chief sinner.' The only one who thinks to do so is God.
Quick Molly & Elijah Update: Molly has had a few really great days. Better balance, more energy, more driving with less danger, etc. Very excited. Maybe finally catching up on sleep is doing something. Elijah had a 102+ fever for 6 days, which included several hours at the hospital for IV fluids, but is back to his normal self. So glad for that.
In 2 days the Catalyst One Day Conference hits Granger, Indiana. If you are nearby you should go. Should be great, and I believe registration is still open. I'm actually still considering going, but haven't decided yet.
I've been dealing with male leadership in the home with some church members recently. Here are some complementarian resources I've found helpful on this issue from The Council on Biblical Manhood and Womanhood website...
RUN to Amazon and download Justice: Cross for $5. Just do it. Awesome. Ends Thursday, I think.
Some good news for people with ears: A new Bon Iver EP comes out in January. By the way, I have a bunch of readers in Louisville, KY and Bon Iver is playing there in December at Headliners. Well worth the effort.
I've heard from several Reformissionary readers who have discovered Fleet Foxes here and just love 'em. Here's a new Pitchfork interview of the Fleet Foxes, and an amazing Take Away Show...
Here's little Elijah near the beginning of the worst week of his life so far. Thank God his fever is gone and he is full of energy today. See the rest of my photography.