Lots-o-Links 12.30.08

Brief Molly Update: Mayo Clinic has turned Molly away.  Twenty minutes before leaving for my Dad's house for Christmas Molly received the letter saying that they turn down a lot of people and that Molly isn't a good candidate for an appointment.  Essentially they don't think they would find a solution to Molly's Chiari issues.  Maybe it's because they know Molly's surgeon is already a recognized expert and he would know more than they would. Dunno. We can appeal that decision by sending any info that may change their minds.  I don't know that we have anything like that.  Still looking into it, and other options.  Molly has been sleeping a lot better with her new sleep meds.  Glad for that.

Two quick prayer requests...

  • David Wayne (JollyBlogger) has colon cancer and is now home after surgery.
  • A good friend and pastor, Shawn Kemp (no, not that one), has to go 3 weeks without talking: "I have a cyst on my vocal cord. I have to go without talking for three weeks in an attempt to let it heal. If it doesn't heal, I will have to have surgery to remove it....there is a risk that it would leave me permanently hoarse."

Links...

Run to Amazon to download The 99 Most Essential Beethoven Masterpieces for $1.99.  World class orchestras and artists in this collection.  I'm listening to it now and it's wonderful.  C'mon, 2 bucks!  Go get it now because the SALE ENDS TODAY!

2009 is the 500th anniversary of the birth of John Calvin, so decorate your church stage with tulips!  Or maybe make it a year of reading Calvin.  Here's a year through the Institutes reading guide.  The Reformation 21 guys are blogging through Calvin's Institutes in 2009 (You can request a reading schedule).  John Piper's new book John Calvin and His Passion for the Majesty of God is officially released tomorrow.  Piper's pastor's conference message on Calvin is also worth a listen (or re-listen).

I don't think I've linked to this yet (and it's late), but Tim Keller had a Christmas article in Christianity Today: "The Advent of Humility."

JD Greear:

Todd Hiestand: Books of 2008 - Leadership

Barnabas Piper: 22 things I admire about my parents on their 40th anniversary

Tim Chester has a new book coming out - The Ordinary Hero: Living the Cross and Resurrection

Virtual church leader hangout at www.churchstaffbreakroom.com

The year in photographs - 2008

Music Monday: Best Songs of 2008

45_rpm_recordHere are my best 21 songs of 2008, each with a lyric snip and brief comments. I have an iMix of my Best Songs of 2008, though iTunes missed 2 tracks (#6 & #15).  I'm trying to fix it, but not sure if I can.  Shoot, you can search for them. C'mon! 

I have to say this list was nearly impossible to form.  It's easier to pick favorite tracks from albums.  I like different songs during different moods, at different times of the day, etc.  I should also add that great albums don't always produce the most or best stand-alone tracks.  So while my Best Albums of 2008 list often coincides with this one, that isn't always the case.  So here's my list of the Best Songs of 2008, starting with honorable mentions.

Honorable Mentions (in no particular order): "You're Not Broken" and "Baker Lake" by Sera Cahoone, "Wucan" by Black Mountain, "American Hearts" by AA Bondy, "Tornado Longing for Freedom" by The Music Tapes, "My Backwards Walk" by Frightened Rabbit, "Godspeed" by Jenny Lewis, "Nine in the Afternoon" by Panic! at the Disco, "Old Enough" by The Raconteurs, "For Emma" by Bon Iver, "Soul on Fire" by Spiritualized

21. "Out There on Thin Ice" by Cut Copy -- "If that's what it takes, then don't let it tear us apart, even if it breaks your heart." -- Fun and relational. What? Yeah, fun.

20. "The Rip" by Portishead -- "Through the glory of life, I'm scattered on the floor, disappointed and sore." Starts sad and introspective and rolls into a cool synthesizer (not an oxymoron).  And of course it's trippy, it's Portishead.

19. "The Snow Leopard" by Shearwater -- "Well, i've had enough, wasting my body, my life. I'll come away, come away from the shallows." I don't know what this song is about (more here?). But it's beautiful and a bit enchanting to me.

18. "Furr" by Blitzen Trapper -- "And now my fur has turned to skin. And I've been quickly ushered in to a world that I confess I do not know. But I still dream of running careless through the snow." I see this as a coming-of-age story of a young man who loses ties with mom and runs wild until he meets a girl, who tames him.  Love it.

17. "White Winter Hymnal" by Fleet Foxes -- "And, Michael, you would fall and turn the white snow red as strawberries in the summertime." No idea what this song is about, or if they intend to say anything. Whatever. Gorgeous.

16. "Lost Coastlines" by Okkervil River -- "And every night finds us rocking and rolling on waves wild and wide, well we have lost our way, nobody`s gonna say it outright." Boundaries? Morality? Politics? What it means to tour as a band? A great song featuring both Will Sheff and Jonathan Meiburg on vocals.

15. "The Wolves (Act I and II) by Bon Iver -- "Someday my pain, someday my pain will mark you." I'm a sucker for a slow build. Sadness. Mourning. Love lost. Icy cold in a grey world. This was stunning in concert. It still gives me shivers.

14. "I'm Alright Now" by David Ford -- "And television is just some weak anesthetic to numb the senses til you're out like a light. Like all these drugs they seem to promise you the earth and then they don't keep you warm in the night." Ford knows he is seriously flawed, yet holds a sense of hope.

13. "On the Death of the Waters" by Shearwater -- "Turn your bow to the biggest wave, but your angel's on holiday and that wave rises slowly and breaks." First delicate, then in your face, and then hyper-delicate. True Shearwater. 

12. "One Day Like This" by Elbow -- "So throw those curtains wide! One day like this a year'd see me right!" Feel good song of the year. Easily. "Cause holy cow, I love your eyes."

11. "Song for the Road" by David Ford -- "For this evening i will play back every message that you sent so i can sleep to the sound of your voice." Titled well, it's about Ford missing his girl while on the road. A truly lovely song that almost hurts with longing.

10. "Only as the Day is Long" by Sera Cahoone -- "All my insecurities are breakin' me up inside. You light another cigarette and my eyes are on fire." I think this is about a crappy relationship. Sera's voice is haunting to me. 

9. "Bob" by Drive-By Truckers -- "Bob ain't light in the loafers, he might kneel but he never bends over." A descriptive song about a single man who lives life his own way. It's not an appealing lifestyle, but we've all probably met "Bob" before.

8. "Grounds for Divorce" by Elbow --"There's a hole in my neighborhood down which of late I cannot help but fall." <<< Tremendous lyric.  A rocking song worth an upgraded subwoofer.

7. "Murder in the City" by The Avett Brothers --"Always remember, there is nothing worth sharing like the love that let us share our name." A quiet, simple acoustic ballad about family, fathers and brothers.

6. "Wise Man" by Liam Finn --"He's a coloring in book that's been all colored in." Is this John Lennon? Holy cow. I play this one over and over. A fun beat and curious lyrics.  About his dad? The transition from father to son?

5. "Oxford Comma" by Vampire Weekend --"Why would you lie about something dumb like that? Why would you lie about anything at all?" Despite the f-bomb, this is a catchy and playful song that keeps you thinking.

4. "Goodnight Girl" by The Nadas -- "Crumpled up and thrown away, to resurrect another day. Goodnight girl. Say goodbye." A rock ballad about the closing of the bar where The Nadas were the house band. I really dig this tune.

3. "Blue Tulip" by Okkervil River -- "Hats off to my distant hope, I'm held back by a velvet rope, and he's behind the wall the smoke machine has made between us." A soaring ballad apparently about groupies. Whatta song!

2. "Skinny Love" by Bon Iver -- "In the morning I'll be with you, but it will be a different "kind." I'll be holding all the tickets, and you'll be owning all the fines." Could be #1 on a different day. Sounds like a Justin Vernon hasn't gotten over a past relationship (album is For Emma, Forever Ago, a former flame).  It's painful and he's vulnerable.  Powerful.

1. "Flume" by Bon Iver -- "Only love is all maroon." While I flip-flopped my #1 and #2 for a long time in creating this list, I went with my gut on this one and think I have it right. But I'm still trying to figure this song out, which is a part of the intrigue. It has some pregnant lyrics (pun intended). I hope Bon Iver keeps this kind of magic around for the next handful of years.  It's a beautiful thing.

2008 Christmas Card

2008 Christmas Card

Despite a pretty lousy year for our family (for obvious reasons) we are enjoying the beginning of our Christmas break.  And during this Christmas we are especially thankful for the birth of our Lord, who gives us peace in our difficulties, hope for tomorrow, and joy in the forgiveness we don't deserve. 

This photo was put into our Christmas cards and we wanted to share it with you here.  You can also view our Christmas card from 2007.  That's a tough one to top.

Merry Christmas to all!

The McCoys.

Music Monday: Best Albums of 2008

Mc_psp_loudI'm not a music critic, and I don't (can't) buy & listen to all the good stuff out there each year.  But it's an enjoyable hobby for me and so I make my best effort to search out, find, and enjoy good music.  It's a wonderful bonus for me to then share that good music with you.  I gave you my best albums of 2006 & 2007Metacritic is now listing many "best of" lists for 2008.  All of the albums on my list below are linked for purchase through the Reformissionary Music Store at Amazon (which also has a special page for 2008 best albums). Here are my 21 best albums of 2008 with brief comments.  First let me start with a few regrets and honorable mentions.

I REGRET (haven't heard these albums): TV on the Radio: Dear Science (on many year-end lists), Girl Talk: Feed the Animals, Deerhunter: Microcastle

HONORABLE MENTIONS: Calexico: Carried to Dust, Sam Phillips: Don't Do Anything, Spiritualized: Songs in A & E, British Sea Power: Do You Like Rock Music?, The Avett Brothers: The Gleam II EP, The Walkmen: You & Me, Juno Soundtrack

21. Quiet Village: Silent Movie -- Mood music. This stuff is a vibe, a feeling, an emotion, a moment in time made into music.  It may be perfect for changing your mood, remembering, or seeing yourself in a place you've never been.  Being lyric-less, it's also good for listening while reading or working.

20. Black Mountain: In the Future -- I love this band.  This is thoughtful, heavy rock music with a psychedelic twinge.  This is classic rock after hitting refresh.  It's creatively-crafted rock music.  It's thick rock music.  It's very good rock music.  

19. Jenny Lewis: Acid Tongue -- I didn't expect a lot from Lewis' follow up to her stellar Rabbit Fur Coat with the Watson Twins (#12 in my 2006 list), but I like this album a lot. As usual she speaks to the brokenness of humanity and humans...a lot.

18. My Morning Jacket: Evil Urges -- I really tried to avoid this album. I'm glad I caved. This is a band worth following if only to see what they do next.But they are never as good as so many say they are. 

17. Okkervil River: The Stand Ins -- Not its equal, but a worthy follow-up to The Stage Names (my 2007 #1).  I'm not sure I could shrug my shoulders at anything from this very talented, lyric-driven rock band.

16. Raconteurs: Consolers of the Lonely -- I'm pretty sure The White Stripes can't compare to the Raconteurs. These guys are really exciting.  Lots of talent.  Lots of fun.  Plus, they make me turn it up to 11.  It big music meant for big speakers.

15. The Music Tapes: Music Tapes for Clouds and Tornadoes -- Not what I expected, and still unwraps my expectations when I put it on.  It's just different, sometimes spooky, sometimes curiously antiquated. Yes, the saw is still an instrument. Always a feast for the ears.

14. Blitzen Trapper: Furr -- A fun mix of sounds, from southern rock to piano ballad, from trippy Beatles to straight-up Wilco to a Conor Oberst ditty.  I'm always intrigued how their music come across on my subwoofer.  Interesting beats.  A great album by a band that's going places. 

13. Drive-By Truckers: Brighter Than Creation's Dark -- At times full of energy southern rock.  At other times sad or frustrated or lonely.  When I want country music to be so much better than it is, this is where I often turn.  They are coming to Milwaukee soon.  I hope to be there.

12. Vampire Weekend: Vampire Weekend -- Melodic post-punk songs full of energy and spunk. You don't rock out, but your heart beats quite a bit faster.  Tons of fun throughout this literary album.  You will hear stuff that just doesn't fit in your musical categories, and that's a good thing.

11. Elbow: The Seldom Seen Kid -- Elbow makes good albums.  Always solid.  Never the best I've heard, but always very good, enjoyable, interesting.  And always with a standout track or two (see: "Grounds for Divorce"). 

10. Cut Copy: In Ghost Colours -- This whole album is like a post-Red Bull heartbeat.  If you ever need to wallpaper a room...or a whole house!...just throw on Cut Copy and do it while singing and dancing and letting the time fly by. Zoom!

9. The Nadas: The Ghosts Inside These Halls -- The definition of "bar band" has a pic of these guys.  More accessible than The Hold Steady and more straight up real.  Nothing fancy here.  It's just good ol' rock music meant for people who drink beer and still high-five.

8. Fleet Foxes: Fleet Foxes -- There is no lack of love for Fleet Foxes out there. If you aren't a fan yet, you should be.  These guys are the real deal.  Melodies and harmonies abound.  Did I mention harmonies?  These guys float in the ether.  I will get grief for putting this album this low on my list, but it's my list so deal with it.

7. Sera Cahoone: Only As the Day Is Long -- Hard for me to not put this album higher.  I'm entranced by Sera Cahoone, the slow build of her songs, the heart-wrenching lyrics.  I'm always pulled in and involved with each song.  I can't wait for what she does next.

6. Shearwater: Rook -- I own both versions of Shearwater's powerful last album, Palo Santo (my #1 in 2006).  This band is a staple in my music diet, and this album is no let down.  The expressive vocals of Jonathan Meiburg is the band's best instrument, but that is no dig against these excellent musicians. One of the best bands working, and they are just getting started.

5. Liam Finn: I'll Be Lightning -- A late addition to my list, I picked this up recently and have been playing it almost daily since.  Liam is the son of Crowded House singer, Neil Finn.  I liked Crowded House, but this is a whole other category.  His style has been built on a steady diet of The Beatles, to be sure.  And it's fantastic. 

4. David Ford: Songs for the Road -- Though a 2007 UK release, it was available in the U.S. in April.  And it's hard for me to believe this album hasn't been discussed more. This talented singer-songwriter has packed together a creative set of heart-on-his-sleeve songs about love, longing, and love lost.  At times I get a Josh Ritter feel.

3. Frightened Rabbit: The Midnight Organ Fight -- There are many fun and shockingly frank (!) tunes on this upbeat album.  This Scottish band is an instant favorite for me.  I can listen to this album again and again without growing tired of it.  It reminds me a bit of Clap Your Hands Say Yeah without the crazy vocal extremes. 

2. Portishead: Third -- This was my introduction to Portishead, but I beg them to not let it be farewell.  What an album!  Full of fuzz and clanging and creepy-crawly things. It's gorgeous, thickly layered, and deeply trippy (even hypnotic).  An enjoyable album from beginning to end. It may not be immediately accessible to Portishead virgins, but it's brilliant.

1. Bon Iver: For Emma, Forever Ago -- Self-released near the end of 2007, but most are putting it on their lists for this year after a label release.  For me there is no competition for #1.  I had no other options.  This wintry album from Wisconsinite Justin Vernon is just about as good as it gets, this year or any year. It's cozy but not always comfortable.  Light up a crackling fire to thaw out your frostbitten fingers and toes and experience these songs without distraction.  Bon Iver, you complete me.

Tim Keller: The Gospel and the Poor

It's a Keller-centered day here at Reformissionary. The new issue of Themelios is out (also PDF) which includes "The Gospel and the Poor" by Timothy Keller.  This was originally a paper presented at The Gospel Coalition's Pastors' Colloquium last summer.

--> Via Jim Hamilton, who also has an article with a very Baptist title. :)

Update: I also noticed a glowing review of Culture Making by Andy Crouch in this issue.

Tim Keller: Urban Plant Life

080208_so0xkeller_vl-verticalThanks to emailer Colin Millar of Belfast, Northern Ireland, you have three new talks by Timothy Keller.  Keller spoke at a church planting conference called Urban Plant Life in late November. 

1. Contextual Mission
2. Church and Culture
3. Gospel Renewal

The original links to the conference talks are at the London City Mission site.  You can stream the messages there rather than downloading if you like, but that's like going to P.F. Chang's once without ever returning.  It's just stupid.  Enjoy!

By the way, the beginning of the first talk Keller talks about what "missional" is, what a "missional church" looks like. The whole talk is in that direction, but the start was particularly interesting.

Lots-o-Links 12.16.08

Brief Molly Update: We are going to Molly's neurologist today. He will hear that the medications are not working so far.  Then we will hear whether Molly's EEG shows us anything worth knowing.  And all of this is contingent upon the weather not being so bad that we can't go since it's in Crystal Lake and a snow storm is coming.

Jonathan Dodson: Four Church Planting Manuals Reviewed

The Southern Baptist Theological Seminary now offers a PhD in having a quiet time

David Allen has a new book, Making It All Work: Winning at the Game of Work and Business of Life

This 9Marks video is kinda funny.  "It's calligraphy. I can't even read it."

Stephen King lists his 10 best movies of the year

Keller and Powlison: Pastor's Self-Evaluation Questionnaire

John Frame: Christ and Culture audio

Trevin Wax wants you to have some good books...for free

Very excited about Jerram Barrs' newest book coming in May of '09: Learning Evangelism from Jesus

Music Monday 12.15.08

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More 2008 album of the year lists coming out: SPIN, Rolling Stone (Metallica, GnR, and John Mellencamp in top 12!), and NME. The hear ya blog is starting their top 50 albums.  Pitchfork is starting to list their 100 Best Tracks of 2008 and lists their 20 Worst Album Covers of 2008.  Also, Advertising Age's Ad Songs of the Year and Most Questionable Ad Songs looks like fun.

My list of Best Albums of 2008 is planned for next Monday. I've been working my list for about 3 weeks now, re-listening to some things I've neglected for a while, listing my favorite songs of the year, etc. I'm no music critic, but I'm hopeful that my list will be a helpful resource for you as you look for music worthy of your time and money.

There's some new music on my radar...

First, Bifrost Arts (HT: Kevin Cawley's del.icio.us and Brent Thomas' tweet). This is a collective of sorts including Dave Bazan, Damien Jurado, Leigh Nash, Rosie Thomas, Denison Witmer and many others to produce an "Anthology of Hymns and Spiritual Songs, entitled "Come O Spirit!" (with songbook)." It sounds like a great idea, and it's confirmed by listening to the three tracks offered at Bifrost Arts' MySpace. Here's some helpful stuff from Isaac Wardell on the project. Brilliant.

Second, Laura Gibson.  I watched Laura Gibson's Tiny Desk Concert this week and just loved it.  Beautiful music.  By the way, go see other Tiny Desk Concerts when you have time.  All are great, including Shearwater, Dr. Dog, and others.  So I looked for more Laura Gibson stuff online and found her free Daytrotter Session downloads from last year.  Here more at her MySpace.  Here's a video with some lyrics. Stunned and haunted by "The Longest Day" (also on the Daytrotter Session)...

Look, I don't know how long YouTube will keep this up, so watch it NOW.  It's the great Bon Iver with "Skinny Love" on Letterman.  If you haven't joined the Bon Iver bandwagon yet, it's time.  Watch this to understand why...

Joe Thorn is in love with Casting Crowns, and pretty much anything in Contemporary Christian Music (JT hearts CCM). Here's a Casting Crowns Christmas song that is speaking to his heart lately. Merry Christmas Joe.

Lots-o-Links 12.8.08

Banner_00017I got an email from my buddy, Marcus, at TheHighCalling.org and he told me one of my articles is now listed as a Best of 2008 article on their site.  Very cool. 

Brief Molly Update: Molly is spending the night awake tonight so she can have an EEG test in the morning. If you think of it, pray for her.  She is already exhausted and struggling the last few days with sleep.  She is sleeping longer but not better.  So tonight is going to be rough for her.

I've started to add music recommendations as well as poetry recommendations to my Amazon Store. Shop there and help the Reformissionary!

David Fitch discusses Dan Kimball and missional vs. attractional...and Tim Keller comments a couple of times.  Fun.

Jeremy Pryor is thinking about the centrality of the prayer meeting.

Ligon Duncan has some good thoughts on a gospel culture in the local church.

Justin Buzzard lists 20 books to read in your 20's.

John Piper on why God is not a megalomaniac in demanding to be worshipped.

Sam Storms is starting to list his recommended New Testament commentaries.  Right on so far in my estimation.

N500389893_989192_769 Joe Thorn tagged me in Facebook and said I'm this, uh, person.  If everyone on Facebook who even remotely likes me and who is Joe Thorn's Facebook friend would tag Joe Thorn in one random, funny, or odd place, I would be eternally grateful.

Music Monday 12.8.08

If you haven't listened to my advice yet on Alaska in Winter, here's a good chance to open your ears to something new.  Their new album, Holiday, is out. Pitchfork likes it.  Check it out on MySpace.

Speaking of Pitchfork, they have listed their top 40 music videos for 2008.  Hard to beat the funny Weezer vid...

If you like LCD Soundsystem, this isn't quite what you expect. But I have enjoyed the song since Sound of Silver came out. And it's an interesting video. Don't miss the lyrics. "New York...you're still the one pool where I'll happily drown."

I know, you need some Christmas. Here's Nsync with "O Holy Night." Say what you want about the band...it's well done.

And here's a classic you still see around. Bing and Bowie duet...

Molly Update: Neurologist Appointment

Just got home from Molly's appointment with her neurologist.  She hasn't seen him since June of '07, which was soon after her symptoms from Chiari I Malformation first showed up.  So since then Molly has had one surgery with the elimination of all symptoms and another surgery which at this point hasn't helped.  The doctor has thrown 4 things at us...

1. To help with her "jolting" issue, which he thinks may be like mini-seizures, she is getting medication.  We'll see if it helps.

2. Molly is now taking a vitamin to help with thinking/memory issues byexpanding blood vessels in her brain.  I may swipe some of that for myself. :) I can't remember the name at the moment.

3. To help with sleep Molly got a sample pack of Ambien CR. We'll see how much that helps.

4. The doctor recommended a 15-20% wedge to elevate her head and upper body at night, since lying flat seems to create some of the sleep issues.

It's apparent that we are dealing with symptom alleviation rather than fixes.  We are guessing this is what life will be like for Molly now.  We are still looking into second opinions and possible re-exploratory surgery, but nothing major will be happening until at least after the holidays.

Lots-o-Links 12.2.08

Quick Molly Update: Molly has been doing a little better lately.  She is even starting to sleep on her own (without meds).  It's not every night, but it's getting better.  When she sleeps well her Chiari symptoms seem to be significantly better the next day.  When she sleeps poorly, her Chiari symtoms get all jacked up.  She still isn't sleeping deeply and consistently, but things are headed in a better direction.  We are going to her neurologist (not neurosurgeon) today to ask about the sleep issue.  Hopefully he will have some insights.  Thanks for your continued prayers for my wife and family.

Here's the Advent devotional my family is using (via). We are also using selections from the excellent Come, Thou Long-Expected Jesus: Experiencing the Peace and Promise of Christmas.

Karis Church's Theology Weekend audio featuring Bruce Ware is up

ESV SB for your mobile phone - $29

Dan Kimball has some missional misgivings

Mark Driscoll on The Mission and Vision of the Acts 29 Network. It's nice to follow Mark over the past few years and hear the the ways he's changed as well as how he hasn't changed.

Paste Magazine lists their top movies of 2008

Roger Ebert on the death of the film critic (via)

The New York Times: 100 Notable Books of 2008

Music Monday 12.1.08

More year-end lists coming out. Here are lists from Uncut and Mojo. I think both do a pretty good job with higher choices. Paste explains how year-end lists work. Brilliant!

Frightened Rabbit covering N-Trance, "Set You Free". Good stuff, and much better than the original...

I Love You But I've Chosen Darkness is one of those bands I return to from time to time. I found this compelling video for "The Owl" just this week. Really simple, yet stunning...

It's Christmastime, so we need some Christmas songs.  As best I know I've never heard Stevie Wonder's "Someday at Christmas" before.  Caught it on the radio last week and really loved it.  It's an oldie, but worth following the lyrics.  Here's the song at YouTube (video is worthless)...

Here's Low with "Santa's Coming Over." This is anything but cheery. A must listen just because it's a bit creepy and about Santa...

Come, Thou Long-Expected Jesus

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Crossway has put out a wonderful, small book for Advent called Come, Thou Long-Expected Jesus: Experiencing the Peace and Promise of Christmas . It contains 22 4-8 page readings from sermons and works of dead folks (like Martin Luther, J.C. Ryle, George Whitefield, Jonathan Edwards, Charles Spurgeon, and more) and living folks (like Tim Keller, J.I. Packer, R.C. Sproul, Joni Eareckson Tada, John Piper, and others). Pick it up.

Here's an excerpt from Tim Keller's chapter, "The Gift of Christmas"...

When September 11th happened and New Yorkers started to suffer, you heard two voices. You heard the conventional moralistic voices saying, "When I see you suffer, it tells me about a judging God. You must not be living right, and so God is judging you." When they see suffering they see a judgmental God.

The secular voice said, "When I see people suffering, I see God is missing." When they see suffering they see an absent, indifferent God.

But when we see Jesus Christ dying on the cross through an act of violence and injustice, what kind of God do we see then? A condemning God? No, we see a God of love paying for sin. Do we see a missing God? Absolutely not! We see a God who is not remote but involved.

We sometimes wonder why God doesn't just end suffering. But we know that whatever the reason, it isn't one of indifference or remoteness. God so hates suffering and evil that he was willing to come into it and become enmeshed in it.

Music Monday 11.24.08

Some best of the year lists are starting to come out, like Blender's top 33 (meh) and Paste (Paste website appears to be down, but the link should work again at some point).

I can't listen to Christmas music until I've eaten Thanksgiving dinner, but the minute I belch I'm playing Dunham Van Durham's Christmas from the Heartland.  I'm a bit biased since this album's artwork is one of my photos, but it's a really enjoyable and unique Christmas album.  It may be the perfect Christmas album for use during work because there's no singing.  It has a folksy, Americana flair.  I'm telling you, I think you'll like it.

I'm checking out a bunch of new music lately, mostly due to a friend passing me some Paste magazines from a couple of months ago.  One band that has me very pumped is Right Away, Great Captain! Check them out on MySpace.  Check out their new album, The Eventually Home at Amazon.

41QPWH9EWWL._SL500_AA280_ My computer speakers have been an embarrasing part of my music enjoyment.  The built in speakers in my Gateway Notebook are terrible so I always use external speakers, which are probably 6 years old.  For a year they have been continually cutting out because of multiple frayed wire issues.  So I went to pick up another cheapo pair of externals and discovered a whole new world of computer sound systems that I didn't know existed.  Shame on me.  Thanks to some birthday money (given by people who love me!) I purchased the Logitech Z-2300 THX-Certified 200-Watt 2.1 Speaker System (click for proper response). I didn't go surround 5.1 or anything, but I can now rattle the windows upstairs with an 8-inch long-throw subwoofer (click).  One of the best purchases I've made to increase my enjoyment of great music. 

Here are two of the first songs I played to see how great this system sounds. First, Elbow: "Grounds for Divorce" (warning: come chick is dancing around in a bar)...

Radiohead: "The National Anthem"...